I Am Not Alone

We all have times in life when we are in deep despair, or fighting giant battles for our life, or our children.  There are so many things that can come against us and put fear in our hearts.  The fear takes away all of our happy thoughts and pulls us to feeling alone in this battle. ” Fear Not” or “Be not afraid” is mentioned in the Bible 365 times.  Symbolic perhaps to help us remember this very important truth.  We are not alone, he loves us deeply and said “I will never leave you or forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5  This is how I am able to stand in this Cancer battle that I am in.  I am not alone!!  The Lord never leaves me.  Its been getting more and more aggressive, with me.  I lost my kidney to it, then it moved to my lungs. Two tumors in each lung.  My lymph nodes have cancer in  them.  I’m on Chemo # 3  Have it every other  week.  It is now in my Femur in both legs.  My hip, and one rib.  My liver is now causing problems and Guess what? I’m o.k.  Because I am not alone!!! Though I have incurable terminal cancer, I am not afraid!  I’m still standing.  When I was first diagnosed and of course dealing with the shock and of it all I was listening to K-love and heard a song that has been my battle cry since I heard it.  I sing it out loud and find peace and victory as I mouth the words.  Its by Kari Jobe  “I Am Not Alone”.  You can buy it on iTunes.